2021 was a year of change for me. My family and I moved to Sweden and at that moment I was just finishing my studies at the school of conceptual and art photography Myph. After that I tried myself in a completely new style for me and shot the project «Between the Lives», looking deeply inside myself, my feelings and sensations, putting it for everyone to see.

Scandinavia. Where a true Swede gets high even from the fact that he just rides a bicycle, where the upbringing of a child is treated as carefully as a thin, glass Christmas tree toy. And where people get scared of you, an emigrant, fearing that you could break their well-established, happy and safe life. This is a difficult period when you're trying to get yourself into the well-being, that has been created and maintained at the highest level for decades. You start to break your spirit. You learn to trust people again, as you did, before the first life lesson. Сonstantly fighting for respect and dignity for yourself, your children and relatives all your entire adult life in your home country, you get the imprint of this pain, which is easily read by the eyes, no matter how hard you smile. And when you go out, you put on the mask of a happy local. But as darkness fell, when no one's looking, you relive it all over again. Memories, endlessly scrolling through the head, cannot be deduced as a boring tattoo by superimposing a bright and colorful pattern on top. And you're left alone with the past, which can't yet let you go. And with the present, where you're still a stranger.

Nominee in the 8th Fine Art Photography Awards in Professional Fine Art category 2022

Online publication of the project «Between the Lives» in the magazine Dodho #19/2022 www.dodho.com/between-the-lives-by-anna-biletska/